30. The last argument you had

I actually don't remember that last argument I had with someone as I try to stay as a calm person but I know I had like this mental argument in my head with myself. Not sure if this counts but it's the closet thing I've got. I arguing with myself about what I was doing in this particular situation and with my life as a whole. The bright side however is that this is the last challenge of my 30 day challenge. Yay! Hope I didn't bore you too much with it and you enjoyed the post's :)

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29. Something you're not proud of

At the moment the thing I am least proud of myself is not being to go for what I wanted and holding back. My life could be quite different I if I stood up to someone and if I told some how I really feel about them. It's things like this that make want to turn my life around and start over.

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28. An embarrassing/socially awkward situation you've found yourself in.

Umm.... I am sure I have been in hundreds of arkward situations in my lifetime but I am having such a bad time trying to remember at least one. One I can think of that I usually find myself in a lot is when people start talking about their relationships and/or sex lives while I'm sitting in the corner thinking, "Yep! I've never dated and still a virgin, I have nothing to add to this conversation". Probably not the worst thing that has happen to me. 

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27. Name and shame - someone's status/someone in general that makes you cringe.

I don't want to name any people by name but will go by their calling, people who are fake. They just annoy me so much when you see and hear them and you know they have no real personality, morals or anything at all. Their is this one girl in particular that I just cannot stand at all.
Sorry for the not so nice post bu I hoped that the pictures would cheer it up. Pretty cool aren't they!

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26. 5 things within touching distance

1. Groucho, my dog - we are watching 'Bargain Hunt'
2. A glass of peach iced tea
3. TV controller
4. A warm blanket - it's cold
5. A empty plate - I made an omelette for breakfast :)

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25. A person/persons that inspire you or deeply look up too.

In 2005 my mum brought home one day about 10 postcards from the AGNSW that had some of the photographs printed on them from the exhibition she just went to see. When she finished putting them into a frame she showed me them and at that moment I knew I wanted to be an artist. I had never before seen such beautiful images that were like paintings from the Romantic era. This was the first time i had seen the work by the Australian photographer Bill Henson.

His work literally changed my life. After that moment all I wanted to do was create beautiful pieces of work that made other feel the same I did towards his photographs. I believe in what he stands for and find his work so inspiring. I truly look up to him.

Check out his work here

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24. Your motto and why.

I can't remember where or when I first heard this saying but it's been mine for as long as I can remember. I believe that every action we take and don't take was set in stone for us to make so we can get to where were meant to be. And every heartbreak and love we have is meant to teach us something and make our life better. Nothing happe's by chance or luck, it was fate that did it. I was just googleling about the saying and found this nice poem inspired by the saying. Be sure to check that out here.

What are some of your guy's sayings that you go by.

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23. 5 things you want to change.

Not sure what extension it means by changing things but will do whatever I feel like. 

1. I would change the world so there wouldn't be any world hunger or poverty.
2. I would change my hair so rather having small curls would be really nice big wavy curls. I could do so much more with it then.
3. I would change so that all the natural disasters that have been happening lately in Australia wouldn't of happen. We have had floods, fires and a cyclone.
4. I would change that a little girl didn't die a little while back. She died the next suburb over from me on the train tracks with her friend.
5. I would change so that I wasn't single, might seem a bit selfish but I hate being single.

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22. Post a bit of your last IM conversation.

I hardly IM anymore, even with the facebook chat. I always forget I'm chating to somewhere and end up walking away after a while and never end up coming back.  But luckily I was chatting with one my my best friends who I haven't chatted too in ages. She also has blog and is doing the 30 Day Challenge as well. Be sure to check her out also here. She is pretty awesome if I dare say :)

21. Your favourite novel/story and why.

 

 'The Mortal Instruments' series are by far my favourite books of all time. Their are such great series that seems like it has everything. Full of twists and turns and a story line that will keep you on the edg of your sit. If anyone is a fan of twilight then you will love these books. The characters are amazing as well. I love Clare, the main girl, as I feel like I can really connect with her in a way. She seems like me. 

I'm also excited for the first book to be turned into a movie. They better not ruin them or I'll kill them. They have already spoiled it by picking some actress to play Clare that doesn't seem like her at all. Oh well, hopefully she will prove me wrong.

19. Post a picture of yourself without make-up/hair done.

Not the best photo quality but it will do. I actually don't wear a lot of make-up during the day. I am quite happy to leave the house during the day without any. If anything I mostly just use foundation and mascara. Then it comes to going out clubbing or special event I I like to do my eye's.

18. To do list.

Been excited for this one as I made my 'to do' list a long time ago and I just keep adding to it. I just realised that this might mean my 'to do' list for today or something, but I want to share my list with you. Since my list has like 100 things I have narrowed it down to the top 20 things to do. The one's in bold are things that I have completed or happen to me :)

♥ See all the famous artworks around the world
♥ Meet Bill Henson in person
♥ Have time stand still
♥ Write a novel
♥ Stand on stage with a band at a concert
♥ Go on a typical road trip with my best friends
♥ Have my own talking monkey sidekick named jack
♥ Own a home where I grow my own food and have a beautiful garden
♥ Kiss in the rain
♥ Travel in time and space with The Doctor
♥ To get married
♥ Create a masterpiece
♥ To find true love
♥ Become an artist
♥ Start a slow clap around lots of people
♥ Be a maid of honour
♥ Get a band 6 for Visual Arts in the HSC
♥ Make a thousand paper cranes
♥ Read every book on my book list
♥ Go to Pris, London, the Netherlands and the US

What are some of the things on your 'to do' list?

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17. Something you regret.

One thing I do regret and it's probably the thing I regret most is that I never got to fix things with an old friend before school ended. We got really close and after a lot of stupid stuff happen we weren't friends and it seemed like we never knew eachother in the first place. I miss them as a friend and hate that I still care for them without them knowing.
That's why lately its been my goal to try and be more open to my closest friend and to not keep my feelings hiden if it's hurting me. Hopefully everyone is able to to do and doesn't keep everything to themselves.

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16. A drunken story.

Something fun to share finally. Well I'll tell you my best to make up for the derey posts lately. I actually have quite a few good drunk stories, the best out of all my friends :)
Ok It will have to be the first time I had ever gotten drunk. Now I was never much of a drinker but it was my first New Year's with friends in 2007/08. My friend, Alex, pulled out the coon bag and we started drinking from it. One guy, Chris, was pressuring me to drink more so I did and before I knew I was running around the yard like any old drunken fool. Now this was when a guy I liked was dating this chick and I was heaps jealous and thought that he was too good for her. So I thought it was in my buisness to sort this out. Now when your trying to find two people when drunk is not the best idea. I eventually heard there their voices in a tent. I went upt to the tent ad yelled "Oi guys get out here, we need to sort this situation out now". They told to pretty much get lost, in nice terms. I didn't like their answer so I kicked the tent and eaxactly where I decided to kick it was where the girls head was. Everyone was apparently laughing and the guy was having a go at me. It was pretty terrible but whenever I tell people it or people mention it they are like 'that's too good!'.

And just another quick note, thanks people for putting up again with my depressing posts lately. Not in the best place at the moment. I need to get out of it and try and be a bit more happy.

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15. Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood.

Well the mood that I am in right now is not a good one. Didn't get to do anything that I had planned for today. One it was raining and wasn't interested in going up to Sydney on a cold day like this. Secondly the friend I wanted to meet up with never texted me back so I didn't get to see them. The person I was hoping to see was the guy that I can't stop thinking about. So today has been a very unsuccessful day in trying to forget it was Valentine's Day. The lyrics that I have choosen are to a song I just currently heard for the first time. It's called 'All of Me' by Angus and Julia Stone and this song I thought described the exact way I am feeling.

'Is there a remedy for waiting
For loves victorious return
Is there a remedy for hating
Every second that I'm without you'

14. Something disgusting you do.

Not sure how disgusting it is but I have a nail biting problem. It was my goal this year to stop biting them but unfortunately that hasn't been going well. I have to go and buy some nail polish stuff that taste bad when you bite your nails.
If anyone has a cure for biting nails please let me know asap :)

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13. Name one person you'd throw off a cliff, one you'd marry and one you'd shag.

Ok I'm not sure If this is meant to be out of people I know personally, but I am going to pick out of celebrities and such. Thought it could be a bit of fun. Firstly will choose my victim to throw off a cliff, honestly this one isn't that hard to choose as it wuld be Tom Cruise. He is such a arse and I hate him to death. He is ugly, short and up himself. Sorry to anyone who loves this guy, but yea, I would throw him off the cliff. Ok the next one 'who would I marry' is a little bit tricky. I definately think it would have to be Johnny Depp, there is no other way about it. Then who would I shag... countless of men. Ryan Reynolds, Matt Smith, David Tennant, James McAvoy, Ryan Gosling, Colin Firth, Matthew McConaughey, Robert Pattinson. Also some women I would turn for like Rachael McAdams and Scarlett Johansson :)


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12. Something you're currently worrying about.

I'm kind of actually worries about not finding a job. There just seems to be no job offers going around at the moment and I'm starting to eat into my hard earned savings. Hopefully one will turn up soon and will be one that i'll like. I'm gonna go hand some resume's in at places that I am interested in. I wouldn't mind working in a clothing store or even a supermarket for the time being.

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11. Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or with someone you hate for a month? Keep in mind you gotta survive. Discuss.

What a fun and interesting question. You see the advantage of just only staying a month on the island rather then ten years but I definitely would have to pick being stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years. You would just have so much more fun with them. Exploring the island, long nights and other stuff. It probably wouldn't be too bad. You would obviously be able to tolerate that person for ten years.

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10. One thing you've lied about.

Well like many of us we have lied at some stage in our lives for better or for worst. One that most people do lie about is how their truely feeling and instead give the response 'I'm fine'. The worst one I can think of at the moment is when I was asked by the guy I liked what was the matter. I looked up at him and saw him staring me. It was so hard to lie o his face and tell him that everything was fine when I wasn't and it was because of him.

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